JENUH

It's seem like nothing run good, dude. All plans and dreams still in the box, not going anywhere. PUFHHH ... where should i seek the soulder?? Really dunno have better idea to cope it, till only one word that i know to spell ... J - E - N - U - H ... (Indonesia's vocab).

Next question should be answered soon is WHEN WILL THESE STUFFS HAPPEN FOR REAL ??? I'm too tired to wait and sit. It's really not worth !! But the situation is too hard also to through. Not as easy as i wish before ... in back days ... back decades ...

I need to walk faster, even i have to run, i'll do. But sometimes .. somehow i dunno where to start. It's cliche, okay then. But it's trully happen in my life. And several people that i recognized as friends before ... AGHHH ... they are like swept by the wind ... dunno where they are right now. What a life ???? It's too perfect to believe. I really need a help for this. I did follow the bibliotheraphy and lots of cinematherapy to accomplish this life better. But it feels no complete yet as medicine. I need something's real happened .. even just one in once ... that's happiness ... that's joy ... that's glory (-_-). Life's really like the wheel, yuhh ???